It's funny, because the more I sit there and think she's not doing anything, the more she surprises me.
Friday was a really bad day for her and we ended up staying home that night. She went to bed early, and nothing happened.
Saturday, she kept making sneaky little comments throughout the day. Just little things like "how are you doing" while patting my crotch, talking about "maybe tonight will be the night, and just things like that. One other funny comment was in the morning. She was getting out of the shower and I was getting into the shower. As we passed, she noticed my shaved groin area, which still has the red bumps from shaving. I haven't figured out to not get those yet (and yes, I use a really good razor). As we were passing each other, the following discussion occurred:
"See, now you know what it's like to have to shave your bikini area," she said.
I responded "You're right. But the good thing is it doesn't itch."
"Yea, but what about the red bumps there," she said.
"Well, it's not like anyone is going to see them but you!"
"You're damn right," she said, and then she left. I thought it was funny!
Anyway, I knew that she was going out on Saturday night for her friends birthday. I stayed home and while it was kinda torture, after the kids were in bed, I ended up reading some of the great blogs out there, and watching a little porn. It was stupid, because all it did was make me really horny and I ended up edging myself! I finally stopped myself and watched a movie.
I was up when she got home at about 11 a.m. I was in bed watching tv. She was nicely buzzed, but no where near drunk. She got ready for bed and climbed in with me. She snuggled up to me, we talked about the night and then she started to play with me through my boxers. I was really enjoying it, instantly got hard, and she kept going till she knew it was going to be too much. When she'd stop, she just lay there watching tv with me.
After the last time, though, she had fallen asleep. So there I was, leaking, hugely hard, and she was done.
The next day, I was very randy, and was all over all day. I was really hoping that last night I would finish my time restrained. The day took a turn for the worse when we were supposed to get something delivered to our house and then found out it would take several more weeks. That really pissed her off (not either of our fault), but we ended up getting a little heated. My fault, because I should have just recognized that she was made at the situation, and not me.
Anyway, that put the damper on the day. We spent the rest of the day with friends, which put her in a better mood. But by the time we got home, the house was a freaking mess. I spent the rest of the day trying to please her by cleaning the bathroom, vacuuming the house and doing the dishes. Alas, it was not to be. She had to finish work and then went to bed.
She definitely thanked me for my work on Sunday, but I'm still waiting!
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I know just how you must have been feeling. You keep trying to do the right things, you even get blamed for something that's not really your fault, not in a Wife Led way, but just with anger, and then you are left, not teased, or aroused or denied, just ignored. Is she enjoying this power she has over you, does she appreciate your efforts, all the work you have put in.
You get used to it after sometime, but it leaves you craving her attention even more.
"Is she enjoying this power she has over you, does she appreciate your efforts, all the work you have put in?"
I don't know if she is in any significant way. It seems like I've been engaging in this for a very long time, but in fact, it's only been a month! I don't think I can expect her to fully embrace Femdom from Vanilla in a month.
In the short term, it's frustrating. I just have to keep an eye on the prize. In the meantime, I know that she appreciates what I've done, it just hasn't translated into outwardly Femdom responses ..... yet.
i believe that every man in these relationships goes through 90-95 percent of the time wishing for more. my Wife and i have tried this as a lifestyle three times (this being the third). If i can offer any advice, take solice in the fact that She accepts Your submission and leave it at that. IF this is really about Her needs and wants, then you need to put aside any expectations from Her. If it helps, remind yourself that the torture She imposes by not dominating you is Her choice. I guess it depends on if you consider yourself a sub or a slave. We have a Mistress/slave relationship and while it is nearly 99% vanilla, i know for a fact that if i cross a line, i can expect punishment. And it isnt pleasant.
i know that is a long comment but if it helps, it was worth it.
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