Thursday, January 20, 2011


That's the number of times since the beginning of the year. Which is actually more than I thought would occur.

One time, though, was when she wanted intercourse. I've mentioned before that she much prefers the real thing rather than toys. While she can enjoy a dildo or vibrator, she prefers the real thing more. It's something I did think about before this started.

When I am in orgasm denial, I don't last very long. There is just no way we can have intercourse with me not having an orgasm.

Not that I'm disappointed or anything. This is more orgasm control than chastity. It's whenever she wants it, not me.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Love This, but.....

Found this on the internet. (It is not mine.) Whoever created this for the person coming home came up with a great idea. But, it's "you're under attack", not "your under attack!!" Come on people!

Thursday, January 6, 2011


If you haven't read it, click and paste this story.

I wonder what type of marriage he's in!?!?!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

The Situation So Far

We are still very early on the orgasm control. It's funny, though, because I think she has perceived it as me have a much increased desire for her. That's not entirely accurate, though. The thing is, even when I was masturbating, I wanted to be with her every night of the week. I knew she would not enjoy that, so I refrained. I refrained many, many times from even suggesting anything, because I didn't want to make her feel bad for refusing.

Now that we are into the orgasm control, I think she is perceiving that whenever I touch her, playfully grab her butt, cuddle her at night, stroke her leg or stomach or something, she is thinking "oh, he wants sex again."

While that is true, it's also very NOT true. Many times I'm doing it just to have the touch/intimacy. On the other hand, it is correct because if she ever started kissing me, or invited it to go further, I would definitely do it. I guess the interesting thing to me is, my desire for her is not different now than before the orgasm control. I was this much in love and desired her before we started this.

A couple of nights ago, she was very tired when hitting the bed, but I became frisky. She made a comment like "really, even when I'm this tired? I should really start letting you masturbate again." She said it more of joke than anything. I thought it was kind of funny.

I brought her off to two orgasms and the lay there on the bed, face down, while I gently stroked her back. After a couple of minutes, she got up and went to the bathroom, came back to bed, told me to put her pants back on and said it was time for bed.

Loved the way she did that. That was great.

On the other hand, it's not all perfect, at least for me. Only because I am still curious to see what she thinks about the whole thing, independently of me. I've already discussed before that she does not like to discuss these things continually. No matter how I cut it, it's still a discussion about sex and she does discuss sex every once in while, but does not want to do that once or twice a week. So, I'm not sure at all what she's feeling or thinking about the whole thing.

Does she just enjoy the orgasms? Does she actually think about my situation? Does that turn her on? Does she actually like to deny me, or is it more of where she had her orgasm and is perfectly happy to go to sleep? Does the thought even cross her mind that "my, my, my, he hasn't cum in two weeks. I wonder what he's feeling?"

One thing that has not happened is any type of increased attention from her. There isn't any increased touching on her part, and definitely no teasing or even comments about teasing. That's part of the reason why I'm so curious about what's going on in her head.